Exams results - a pretty lousy biomedical engineer but a biomedical engineer nonetheless.

Terrible, terrible results.

But ah, at least the scare and suspense is over. Back to reality and finding something else worthwhile doing.

Meanwhile it's just kendo, swim, monitoring the emails and trying to find something worthwhile doing. Rejected the previous job since I thought it wasn't really worth the spur of the moment working while potentially having injuries due to kendo the day before work. Serving customers while having kendo foot problem definitely isn't gonna score points, so meanwhile I'm still waiting for tuition assignments to take up. And so far, those I've got aren't that good either so I didn't take them up. Still waiting.

Meanwhile, I've got my laptop prepped up for media editing - Audacity, Adobe After Effects, Photoshop CS6, Movie Maker, Sony Vegas 12, etc. All just waiting for that push of a button to start media work. Anytime.

...maybe I was getting ahead of myself. Anyways, to keep my holiday occupied, I've gotten myself a Logistics post for this newly set-up Big Martial Arts Carnival committee - but really, what I wanted was a publicity post, but ah well. It makes no difference, since I should be able to tank both sides of the work - what with the publicity cell - I prefer to call them "wings" - actually approaching me for help. So I said okay, and here I am. Really wanna get to working the late shifts, at least it'd give me something that I can say I can do best among all of my usual abilities that turned dormant ever since the holidays started.

Better throw me something worthwhile doing - I'm getting bored!

Holiday Mode - yet again without a proper aim

Sooo.... it's the end of the Year 1 exams just two weeks ago. And maybe I'll just head back to the urban hermit lifestyle again. No, I'm honestly going to head back to the urban hermit lifestyle. Or hikikomori mode. Or whatever suits your fancy naming style.

But argh, that's just plain sad and boring, achieving nothing for the next three months - what a waste!

I'm going to step outta my own comfort zone, do something out there. Starting with the regular kendo practice, I'm gonna get a job out there - no office jobs for me, I'm sick of them already. And then, I'm gonna do a little bit more of online study in my spare time. And I have just the avenues for them.

For starters, I've enrolled for online courses in Coursera, and they're probably more about learning stuff for fun than actually getting a certificate of achievement. Learning something outta your own faculty is sometimes cool, and I reckon I could use a bit of calculus revision since I didn't really do this well for math during this uni exams last semester, and I reckon its effects will start eating into the modules next year. Never hurts to be prepared, right?

And there's the ever annoying job hunt. No office jobs, this time! Time to actually stick my ass outta the chair and actually do retail work or something that makes me move around.

Well, it wasn't the case two weeks before, actually. Before the exams I actually wanted to participate in the BME Summer of Code offered by my faculty, which actually does programming in C++ throughout the summer holidays before school starts. Trouble is, the reply and notification period was during the exams - how would anyone be free enough to read emails during crunch time during exam prep? And so, I missed it and suddenly found myself to have a large pocket of time left empty.

Nuts. And my usual allowance was cut in half so I wouldn't splurge. Aaaaand holidays are EXACTLY the reason to splurge. Tch.

Alright then, a job it is for me then. Can't keep asking for money anyway, time to make myself useful too, so I went for job hunting. First job was for a cashiering job at Singapore Expo, but they wanted people with no commitments, so that was a big bummer, considering that there was still kendo practice for me and all. Besides, I wasn't so keen on disrupting what I started out on to begin with.

Second job was for promoting mobile apps, but the interviewing lady rejected me because I wasn't proficient enough in using iPhone. I mean, seriously, in this day and age?? I mean, though I use Android phones only all this while, but hey seriously, just how difficult can operating iPhone get anyway? Gimme 2 hours fiddling with an iPhone, I'll get your stuff up and running in no time, but nah. I'd rather prefer she enjoy her ignorance of the existence of digitally-flexible people, saves us both time and money.

Aaaaand so. I found myself hanging around at Ministry of Food - and I wasn't that particular about the pay either. I was still daydreaming about the prospects of being among the working crew inside a restaurant or cafe - I still have ambitions of setting up my own restaurant bar and picking up some nifty recipes - all while trying to finish this teapot of ocha they served for the next two hours. And it was like - I don't know. Luck maybe? Ministry of Food was hiring part time waiters. Why not?

Next thing I knew, I signed up for the job. Hopefully that'd gimme something worthwhile doing instead of rotting at home.

A entertainment shrine in my own house...?

Another boring day in camp. One day closer to ORD. Well, at least there's the Annex Room to hang around in. Simply put, this Annex Room is the company mess room. "Why hang around with those dumbfucks at the Yacht (battalion mess hall) when we can do so in our own Annex Room?"

Not probably the best place of choice, but it's about the closest thing to home when you see those sofas and the big TV with the PS3 in this place. Ultimate combo. Enough said. Oddly enough, it's made me think of my future living room.

Okay, maybe not all that odd. When I can afford my small little piece of land in a HDB (highly dangerous building) flat, it's not gonna be all that big and spacious - too much hassle to clean up. But it's gotta be a no-nonsense home theatre with, of course, a PS3. Or whatever newest gaming console there is in the market.

Maybe Mom'll kill me for getting a PS3 during uni period, but heck. It's not like I'll be playing much by the time I get that machine either. Look, I've got a PSP and the games are getting damned boring or insanely difficult. I just wanna have fun. Heck if I'm the lousiest player out there.

With my family shifting house this coming May, I might just get a chance to do so, but there's just something shiok about having your own personal space with the choice to do whatever the hell you want with it, eh?